It feels very comfortable right now. Not particularly unhappy, but not particularly happy either. Oh I know I am loved, and I love in return ….. of that there is no doubt. But, where is the little heart flutter, the touch of excitement when we touch? We are on the same journey right now, but not really connected. Perhaps that is why we can’t really help each other with our work stress ….. that special spark that draws us to each other ….. is a bit weak right now.   I am not sure if there is a solution. I wish I could fix this. I can’t even remember what drew us back to each other the last few times this happened. Its lonely here right now.
