Author Archives: Dani
6 days post surgery
Don’t worry, I am not going to post icky wound photos …… LOL I am very aware of the whole “internet diagnosis” and the problems it can cause, although if I had listened to what everyone on various online forums … Continue reading
I survived, but not without a few scars
I am back after being offline for a bit over a week. I have been moaning for ages about my stomach and back pain, and finally last Wednesday it got too much to cope with. I had started investigations with … Continue reading
New nails – day 3
Well day 3 has come and gone. I did have one hiccup. As I said I do need to work on my application technique, and so most of the nails have polish on my cuticles, and as a result, the … Continue reading
Archived 4/12/2005 – Memories
Another year ….. it seems to go so fast. The day passes without comment now. I don’t expect the children to remember, there is no need for them to linger in sadness ……today is mostly for me. Its been 4 … Continue reading
Archived 2/12/2006 – Isabeau’s anniversary – 4 December
There are plenty of us that have lost a child. A precious gift that we only get to hold for a short time ….. sometimes only minutes. Many don’t understand the mind numbing grief that overwhelms us. Or that we … Continue reading
My new nails
I have never been fond of artificial nails. The prospect of someone taking a rough emery board to my very thin, fragile nail beds, in order to superglue plastic to them, and then past over a thick layer of chemical … Continue reading
Archived 1/6/2006 – Interesting conversation with Nathan
I thought this would have to happen at some point. Nathan was very young (3) when Isabeau died, and while we included him in the grieving process, we didn’t think that he would remember all that much of the experience. … Continue reading
Archived 5/02/07 – Monday is officially Blah Day
I have been avoiding thinking about stuff today …….. any stuff. Not thinking about school tomorrow for the kids, not thinking about lunches, not thinking about job offers ……. I have just been successfully not thinking about very much today. … Continue reading
Archived 26/11/2007 – Sad days …. and more to come
Well its come around again …… the end of November. Trying my best to keep this happy face going for miss nearly 15, because I don’t want to ruin her birthday. My levels are low, and so all these negative … Continue reading
I have been missed …….
I have been away for two weeks, getting a concentrated dose of baby and toddler, helping my sister with her new little man. In the process I have perhaps endeared myself a little more with Nephew#1, and the name “ninny” … Continue reading
